The Go to Gal

I have a feeling that I will be taking care of others for the rest of my life.

Grapes of Wrath

One time I went out into the wilderness to find my own soul but I found I did not have a soul that was mine. I found I just had a little piece of a great big soul. A wilderness was not good cause my little piece of a soul was not good unless it was with the rest. There it would be whole.

Papa was a rolling stone

I lost my car

in my dream last night. I've dreamed this dream so many times. I now understand what it may mean.
Also present were a bunch of Black, Hispanic and Asian men. They all had blond girlfriends. Now WTF does that mean?

On An Abandoned Road

Dreams but dreamt now real.
Not quite what I imagined.
I used to enter these dreams frequently.
Now, not so much.
There exists all of my imaginings, stray stories.
He used to enter them frequently, back in April.
Then not at all.
Now He is back again.
Why do I dream of school and Him?
What does it mean to dream of abandonment?
You can only abandon that which you've possessed, cherished, defended or retained.
By that definition I cannot call this abandonment.
The ocean tide is shifting.
My confidence has been amplifying.
This makes me exuberant.
Over the past 3 years I have felt my independence wane.
I had become weak.
Gleefully I can say that my independence has reared its head again.
My strength has always come from within.
Liberation is within my grasp.
I can feel it against my fingertips.
I control my thoughts and emotions. They do not control me.
The more I am pushed, the more I rebel.
Stubborn.
Only I have lived my life.
Only I possess the ability to live this life.
Viva La Vie Boheme.

sink+ dishes= me no likey

What does it mean if you dream of abandonment?

Abandonment Dream Psychological meaning: This dream may express your unconscious emotions of being forsaken. Examine the reasons for this feeling. Do you feel that people emotionally neglect you? Perhaps you harbour feelings of resentment such as an unresolved problem from childhood? The dream also may be saying how you need to express your feelings and be understood by others. On another level, the dream may say that you need guidance with some life issue. For example, you hope for an 'authority figure' to help you take control of your life. Many people have this dream after the death of a loved one. Grief brings a strange mixture of emotions: anger, resentment, depression, panic and abandonment. These feelings are all part of the healing process.

Abandonment Dream Mystical meaning: To abandon something unpleasant indicated good financial news ahead. But the omens are bad if you abandon someone or something you cherish - destiny sees troubled times. However, if you are the one abandoned then reconciliation will happen quickly.

To dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your own growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. Do you feel that people are neglecting your feelings? Being abandoned can represent a feeling or fear of abandonment, feeling alone, or being left behind in real life—in a current or past situation. Consider focusing on self-care and nurturing, and seek out comfort and companionship from supportive friends and family.

Dreaming that you are abandoned, may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream and is part of the healing process of dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood.

I am so tired

My body has been shutting down. I feel as if my brain is following. I have not felt right for a while now. I am fine with this knowledge. I learned how to walk years ago.