I never really thought I would have a problem with it but then again I had never been in a relationship before, I always thought it was silly how others reacted to that situation. I guess I am more human than I have previously believed.

Residence

I had a dream last night that my mother was still alive. I knew where she was but I didn't know how to get to her place of residence. All this time she had been still alive but had not wanted to be near us. In the dream I was angry because of this.

I woke up today feeling so very tired, in pain and worn out. It took a lot to get me moving.

Pain

Going to the doctor tomorrow. Hopefully they can fix me.