Kami's questions to the studio audience #1

Why have I never had a boyfriend?
Is it because I "set the bar too high"?
Or is it because I am "friend material"?
Or maybe it is because I am a loser and am uglier than ugly betty after she got ran over by a bus full of Britney Spears fans?
If you responded yes to any of these, I HATE you. I HATE you long time!


The Thing About Love
by: Alicia Keys

Love
Love will come find you
Just to remind you
Of who you are
Hold on
It will forsake you
Threaten to break you
Take what you got
Everybody laughs
Everybody cries
Sure it could hurt you baby
But give it a lil try
See that's the thing about love
Friends
Sometimes will blind you
Sneak up behind you
You cant give enough
Then life
It will embrace you
Totally amaze you
So you don't give up
Everybody laughs
Everybody cries
Sure it could hurt you baby
But give it a lil try
See that's the thing about love
Don't tell me that i'm not the only that's going thru it all
Ohhh sometimes I feel like i'm the only that's going thru it all
But its time
Oh its time
For me to shine
Hey
Its my time
Oh its time
For me to shine
Its my time
Said its my time
For me to shine
Its my time
Its bout time
For me to shine
Everybody laughs
Everybody cries
Sure it could hurt u baby
But give it a lil try
That's the thing about love
That's the thing about love
That's the thing about
That's the thing about love

I know....... I know

I know it's been a long time since I've updated here. I'm lazy. That's all I have to say. I don't even know why I am writing this right now. No one actually reads or even looks at this site. Maybe this is therapeutic for me. I can just write down what's in my random head or post pictures that I like.
I can actually do anything and say anything and no one is going to read it. (Unless I get hunted down by the FBI and they investigate all my online actions. Gasp! Delete the midget porn! Deleting deleting deleted. Sigh. Now onto the hard drive....)

I can say things like Grey's Anatomy sucks ass! I'm kinda attracted to AD Skinner on The X-Files. Jessica Simpson is really annoying. Brunettes rule! I have acquired a taste for beer. McCaine has crazy KKK eyes. BET is annoying in their portrayals of Black people. I really can't stand Puerto Ricans because they think they can sing. Oh no I didn't! :)

Anyways, if anyone out there reads this, I do appreciate it. This whole blog is an insight into my thoughts, an insight into my wants and an insight into my feelings.

The majority of people that I know do not think I am very open with my thoughts, wants, or feelings. My response is that I find it hard to open up about them. I am a very open-minded individual. I pride myself on that characteristic. I like to think of myself as optimistic but I know I have pessimistic qualities that like to rise up from the depths of my despair. A despair of never finding someone that can truly understand me. A despair of never really feeling as if I belong to any group of people but lost to filter in and out of realities.

Okay, I've gotta stop now. I think I sound emo and I HATE emo!
Some of the guys are cute though.......


P.S. I wish my grass was emo, so it would cut itself. (Thanks Ron-Mon!)