I know....... I know

I know it's been a long time since I've updated here. I'm lazy. That's all I have to say. I don't even know why I am writing this right now. No one actually reads or even looks at this site. Maybe this is therapeutic for me. I can just write down what's in my random head or post pictures that I like.
I can actually do anything and say anything and no one is going to read it. (Unless I get hunted down by the FBI and they investigate all my online actions. Gasp! Delete the midget porn! Deleting deleting deleted. Sigh. Now onto the hard drive....)

I can say things like Grey's Anatomy sucks ass! I'm kinda attracted to AD Skinner on The X-Files. Jessica Simpson is really annoying. Brunettes rule! I have acquired a taste for beer. McCaine has crazy KKK eyes. BET is annoying in their portrayals of Black people. I really can't stand Puerto Ricans because they think they can sing. Oh no I didn't! :)

Anyways, if anyone out there reads this, I do appreciate it. This whole blog is an insight into my thoughts, an insight into my wants and an insight into my feelings.

The majority of people that I know do not think I am very open with my thoughts, wants, or feelings. My response is that I find it hard to open up about them. I am a very open-minded individual. I pride myself on that characteristic. I like to think of myself as optimistic but I know I have pessimistic qualities that like to rise up from the depths of my despair. A despair of never finding someone that can truly understand me. A despair of never really feeling as if I belong to any group of people but lost to filter in and out of realities.

Okay, I've gotta stop now. I think I sound emo and I HATE emo!
Some of the guys are cute though.......


P.S. I wish my grass was emo, so it would cut itself. (Thanks Ron-Mon!)