Vulnerable #2

It will never work out in the end.

No one wants to be with the girl who witnessed her mother's murder.

I know I will die alone and I guess that's okay.

Cupio dissolvi

If you don’t like something, change it. If you can’t change it, change your attitude. —Maya Angelou

One day some one will make me feel special.

Words are vacant statements. If you don't follow through with action, then those words mean nothing.

"Life is brief, but when it's gone Love goes on, and on, and on" -Nancy Adams

How do we relationship?

Fraggle

Don't stop me now. I'm having such a good time. I'm having a ball with BB.

Can't Sleep

My dreams of late have been plagued in loneliness. 
Uncertainty.
A need
for a deeper connection;
to friends
to family
to lovers.
What is this melancholy
and why does it still exist
inside?
How do I let it die
and live; 
surrounded by love.

Queen- My Melancholy Blues

So come and get me

Let me

Get in that sinking feeling

That says my heart is on an all time low

So, don't expect me

To behave perfectly

And wear that sunny smile

My guess is I'm in for a cloudy and overcast

Dont try and stop me

Cause I'm heading for that stormy weather soon

I'm causing a mild sensation

With this new occupation

I'm permanently glued

To this extraordinary mood, so now move over 

And let me take over

With my, melancholy blues.

Try this with me?

"Daydreamers, please wake up. We can't sleep no more." -Janelle Monae "Sincerely, Jane"

Queen- Cool Cat

Vulnerable

I am finally allowing people back into my life again.
It is frightening.
It is painful.
It is exciting.
It is loving.
I hope it all works out in the end.

That which does not kill us makes us stranger.

Emotionally Drained

I have lived most my life in solitude; but sometimes, I need someone to hold on to. There is no one here.

Soulless

I believe I have found another piece of my soul; but it's complicated.

I am content

I feel good in Never Never Land.

I am open.